yes, I've ..
in this new year 2011, we should be celebrating the New Year with a fun, but not for me ...
31 december 2010,,
I spent New Year's Eve with my boyfriend,
January 1, 2011,,
since last night till late, so I take a nap ..
I remember very well at 1 pm I got the message, that my ex named Albertus Irvandi in critical condition in hospital,
I only reply to that message with :
"yes, I pray from here, hopefully cured, at which hospital? though later I came to see"
haven't had any reply from that message, I fell asleep a few minutes, and suddenly there are calls,
I received the phone, but I just heard someone crying, and then the man said to me :
"Irvan was gone, he's dead"
DASSS!
my heart beat faster, hoping I was just dreaming ..
but apparently NOT!
I was crying, very loudly, until the people in my house into my room,
I don't believe this ....
don't believe at all ...
someone so special in my life ...
and carry a big influence in my life ...
I just hope this is only a dream ...
but no!
my heart is crying, why so quickly happens ......
oh god, why did you take him so fast?
only that which is on my mind ...
until now this ............
-REST IN PEACE-
-ALBERTUS IRVANDI-
-24 SEPTEMBER 1985 until 1 JANUARY 2011-
